first for the good.
if you can even call it "good" its probably more like, kinda exciting, but you probably couldn't care less. anyway, i got out of the shower with that girls camp song "mmmmAHH went the little green frog" in my head.... dunno where that came from.
the other happy.
and now that i think about it.. i mighta mentioned it in a comment before. anyway.. me and Bryndee have been watching sign language videos and have been learning sign language!! ;D its quite fun. we know many words, and put them together in sentences!! like, "I am cute and cool because I like chocolate" and "my hands are dirty". we also know several catchy songs :)
now for the bad....
I've told most of you part of this.. but now theres more.. about my mom :( she was in the hospice for a week, then she was doing so great there and improving so much, they had her come home for 3 1/2 weeks (it would have been 4 on friday). at home she started to improve more and more, and her oxygen breathing machine went down from 12 to 8. these past couple of days shes been getting a little worse again. her breathing level went back up to 10, and she needs more pain medicine. the medicine has been making her extremely tired and kinda out of it. she sleeps more and more. Because she is starting to get worse, we decided its best for her to go back to the hospice home. maybe she will be able to come back home with us.. maybe not.. My dad's "opinion" i guess, is that slowly she will get sicker and sicker, sleep more and more, and become further and further "away" and i guess kinda like "unconscious."
I want her to stay here as long as possible, but at the same time.. want her comfortable and pain-free back with Heavenly Father. If anything.. I want her to stay a few more weeks until she's 40. She has already been strong enough to make it battling 7 years of cancer, and actually, on her birthday it will be 7 years exactly of her enduring the cancer. Most people live about 5 years with cancer, but she managed 7. at the end of january, when we found out this was the end, they said she, like post people, live about 2 weeks. but some people make it 6-8. its been 4 almost 5..
I am just glad and thankful for the time I've had with her, and I know shes taught us all she needed us to learn so we can live on our own. She is a wonderful mother.
hey!!! and one thing i noticed: i was looking through the edit drafts page, and theres quite a lot in there that some of ya started.. justa let ya know.. you should post them :D
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